Bouché

Hi, how do you do?
Hi, how do you do, i'm doing good.
just freaking boring.
let's learn a new word
in French, boring is bouche
how to pronoun it?
is easy, got a rude word 'cow shit' is same with tat.


This is the easy way to remember
why i'm bouche over here
because i just lost my job
i just let it fly away from my hands
regret and upset, vexed 
i want to do something


i found another one
i ask my friend hire me,
she say that she cant employment me
she think that i not suitable on that, and the salary also.. she think i'm preciux~
come on
i will work very hard and be a good boy!
haha.


what should i do now
except eat pray love
yup, my parent date me go jogging
from this friday!
yeah~


after that
i bouche again.

Never Know

I've seen the world 
I've had it all 
Nothing seems to last 
Happiness drifting away so fast 
Everyday I just kneel down and pray 
Pray for the day 
Stay by my side
I'm willing to give up my life 
You gave away my pride (So you don't have to cry) 
If you know just give me a sign
Darling if you love me can I be your only one? 
You're the one who wants me here like the sun
You just bring me so much fun 
Nothing undone 
Darling don't you know I'm never gonna run? 
So why should I still have to pretend or run?

Coming Coming

Holiday coming~
but i feel like.. i more prefer the times to study
while study can make me happy
kinda weird right
which weirdo like to go to school


change to different view
each year we need to pay 25k for tuition fees
divide to each day by day
everyday also expensive and need to be treasured.


is ok..
now already finish 99% or whole semester
after submit design journal and the cutest illustration
coming with 3 months holidaysssssssss


ahem.
Gonna find something to do~
please dun waste the time.

Human Instinct

This will be one of the long long story
such as those drama have dozen of season section
why dun just make it as simple as they can
haha
something concentrated 


Well, well well well
let's begin the story
nope, is crap
my ex- wife tough me that word 'CRAP'


yesterday i was very very very depressed, grief and indignation
feel like i'm gonna kill couple of mosquito to make myself better
it is very abnormal
something happening and it wont outbreak suddenly
and it also wont occurred in the absence of reason


Stalactites are formed by drops of water
everything happened also got it own reason
perhaps, you cant aware of it
maybe, you will not care.


Friends cheat on me,
haha
he thought that i cant separate who's is the jerk
and what is the truth
put my whole heart and having back an ass
it doesn't make sense 


'or else, you good friend also will dump you without any reason' 
i read it in a novel
so truth
i also always do that


Recently i always show my temper
to my friend
i'm so sorry about that
for that moment
everything to me is just a bunch of obstacles 
can see that my temper is really..
Appalling 


last night before i sleep
i chat with my friend
he is the one we get along for long time
i just told him a part of it
just shared
i also dont want make him too heavy on that problem


Hope that everyone is happy
after that, i slept around 12 hours~
now i feel, full of energy and Happy~

Spin Around

Now already 12 midnight. 
Hide up myself and typing over here
haven't done my illustration marker drawing
but is ok, if i spent sometime on it
still can make it smooth as a silk.


Now i planed to sleep.
Hoho.
I tell myself need to be open minded on something
but
is it easy like pee over there?
Nope, at all


Human like to cheating themselves
this is the only way to make them comfort
at the begin
i know that this kinda effects will happen
what to do
this is the fact
don't simply think that it can change
at last,
as Rihanna sing that
just gonna stay there and watch me burn
keep it yourself


Hoho.
Is ok.
So far so good~
2moro gonna go shopping mall having class
i like this kinda class~
hohohoho.


Shopping is the Best~

30 Silly things About Meeeeeeeeeow~

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 30 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (No need 30 la, too many already)

1. I got one black color Playboy boxer, and it's full of rabbit.

2. I use to call myself Playboy

3. I'm still a innocent virgin, proud of this~

4. I'm just 18 years old, actually already 19.

5. I'm taking Bachelor of Art course at Limkokwing University 

6. I preferences Sleeping

7. I can sleep a lot, if not enough sleep I will getting mad

8. My <3 color is Black, Gold and Silver

9. I'm a mysophobia

10. I like those girl who elder than me

11. I not really like Peach

12. I didnt watch porn, cause i dunno how to watch

13. Hot-tempered person 

14. I would like to quarrel with those people i dont like

15. The way i looked like is different than past year 

16. I always tease Ms. Emily, cause she too adorable

17. All of my ex gf also pretty like fabulous~ (They will <3 this)

18. I like to talk crap~

19. I'm amateur actor

20. If i got 190cm, i will be a model

21. I dont like those people talk more crap than me, freaking annoying~

22. Besides graphic design, i also <3 fashion design

23. I like Lady Gaga, cause she got a lot crazy idea as me

24. My hobby is cleaning up my room

25. I like to take shower, 3~4th times per day

26. My feet size is 8, but i will buy 9 normally

27. The girl who got sexy lips attract me a lot

28. I dont like Maths

29. Sometime i like to racing

30. I'm too difficult to serve

(I just copy from my facebook)

Maybe I should do that

Suppose this moment i need to sleep
and find my girlfriend inside my dream
but i'm not
i didnt sleep yet
and i just open my laptop to charging my pod pod
didnt mention that i can online.
Is really good luck


2moro i need to go to Pinang
i just finish packing my luggage
this job already become my hobby
since last time i stayed at hostel
and i need to packing it every week by week
it just simple things for me


Ahhh.. One of the reason that i dun want to sleep because i still think about something
that person lie on me
cheating me
well, at the moment
i'm really mad, what person is it
just nothing for me
i'm not ur bf, need to care about u
i'm not ur gf, need to worry about u
i'm not ur mum, need to nagging on u
you want to do anything it just ur own decision 
no need to worry about how i feel
i dun car
*keep mention that person, just dun wan make people confused*


sorry about that
at this moment you are staying far far from me
but
i can listen to ur heartbeat 


Just pretend nothing in front of u
hahaha
we are friend

Raya

Now is on Raya holiday
although i'm not malay but we are Malaysian
one Malaysia
in my mind, we all are the same
just hope that 'politics' don't always mention it 
we just want stay over here in peaceful


Few year ago, i went to my ex-neighbor house to celebrate Hari Raya
and than
i feel like i'm the weirdo over there
because i just sit over there and do nothing
ahahaha


but see all of them chit chat and play around over there
i can feel that joyful and share the happiness with them


Ahem, we are Malaysian,
we celebrate Chinese New Year, Hari Raya, Deepavali, Christmas, National Day, Labour Day, New Year, Agong B'day etc etc
hahahahhaa.
our holiday is really a lot.


Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 

At this Moment

While at this moment,
i'm happy.
Happy with a little bit excited


i attend a contest
that kind of magazine layout design
actually i'm almost forgot when i submit it
just one moment to let myself rewind


now it get into final round
i also hope that it will be succeed
because if success
it can printed out more than 4k prints


haha, may dreams come true~